Hello.

It seems like everyone's not nice nowadays. I get the point you're trying to convey but hey sometimes you just have to take it in and realise, it's not all about you cause someone else is involved here. And that someone is a person. Just like you and me. Calm down. You're only 13. It's easy to get sensitive. I know how you feel. The BOTH of you. 

I've been through hard times too. I know what it feels like to have nobody. Yeah they say frens are for eternity. But what if you don't have any? It's ok you can find one. Sooner or later. Stop being so pessimistic young lad. Yeah it's not all good but if you learn how to overcome this hurdle believe me, you're gonna survive the toughest challenges (even maths problem sums seem like nose boogers). Cause you've got to realise there are other people worst off then you who don't give in. If they did i wouldn't be here.

I don't wanna start gettin personal but hey i'm doin pretty fine with my mom even though i dont have a dad. It sucks. Big time. But you don't see me threatenin to jump of from the sixth storey just to 'end it all'. Cause its never gonna end. That's what i learnt. Even if i'm dead. I've got to think for my mom. She'll cry her eyes out. Literally. 

So honey if you're not gonna do it for yourself, at least hold through for your parents cause they are really the ones that stick by you, if not companions.

And you little girl. I understand your frustrations too. I know you didn't mean it. Nobody ever does. Not until someone gets hurt. It was you could say a reaction a 'spur of the moment', that made you feel it was right to write all that. But honey, you've also got to think for the other person. He's got feelings too. He's got a working brain and best of all a sensitive heart. Everybody does. Even you. But did you realise something? There are so many of us in this world (: different people, unique and special in their own ways. But realise something, though they are different what isit that prevents them from killing each other or fighting? It's the fact that they listen. I went to this workshop once and it really left a mark on me and there was this phrase that said

"Seek to understand, then to be understood"

You've got to listen first before you can speak darlin. Can you do that? I don't blame ANY of you.

Cause we're all different (: